THE BEAUTIFUL WONDEROUS SEXY FLUFFY LADY SUEDE
April 2004 Update
We are now married, wedding pics are here.
It was the most wonderful day possible, everyone we cared about was there, we
had the time of our lives, everything was perfect. Fablous castle cake
with Koalas on it, a huge sword, but best of all Suede and Tosky are now
officially family, which feels kinda weird, but a wonderful gooey kinda weird,
and I would not change it for anything.
She is still a wonderful lady, and for me she is Mary Poppins (practically
perfect in every way). I promised on that day to love and share our lives, and
we will, we are now one, and the strength of our love binds us in a way that
nothing else can ever destroy.
I know this is all about my wife Suede, but to know one of us, means you know
both of us, after all were family. (as Stitch quoted in his film Lilo and Stitch
'This is my family, I found it all on my own, it is a little bit broken, but
still good, yeah still good).
Both of us have medical problems....little bit broken.......but we are still
good, yeah still damn good.
June 2003 Update (a little late)
I felt an update was due as good news is always a pleasure to pass on to others, and this news is the best, I proposed to Suede, and she said yes.
She is the love of my life, she always has a smile for me, she
loves me, and the 4 little hitchhikers that moved in with me (Our Gerbils)
I could not be without this lady for she is everything I need all in one sweet
wonderful person, and she still loves black. The Wedding Day will be
December 6th 2003.
The only down side to this is that my Dad wont be there to share this special day with us, as if you look around this site you will see my page about him, but I do know he would be proud and would welcome the Lady of my life into our family, as she and her family welcome me into there's, even though we are not married yet. Valentines day 2002, always will it be in my Heart, as it is the day she said YES.
Now a little bit about
this Lady and how much I love her.
She is always there for me, even when my disability hit me badly and I lay on
the bed in agony, I could not move, and there was nothing she could do to help
me, she stayed by my side, talked to me, and more or less slept on the floor
that night cause I could not move, and the position I was in took up to much of
the bed, so she was not to comfortable, but she never complained, and was there.
Though I never wanted to have to repay what she did for me that night, I had the
misfortune to see her in agony one morning, and it tore me to bit, and only then
did I have an idea what she went through that night, and at the time we had no
idea what was wrong with her, and my first thought was to do whatever I needed
to do to help her, but my second was a selfish though, What will I do with out
her? I still have no idea, and I never want to find out, she is the light
of my life, she means so much to me, and life without her bares no thought,
because the saying is true, 'You don't know what you have till you lose
it'. I have her, and I want her to be by my side for ever more, she pulls
me down to reality when I have major fantasies with things that may be possible,
but not practical at this time, she is the side of the relationship that is
common sense, but that's not saying much :o) (I'm gonna get slapped for that).
We are so similar in some ways, and in others we could not be more different, but I am a firm believer that variety is a good thing, and it would be a boring world if we were all the same, she is great, and when we are together.... Well nothing can stop us, we are so ...right, and I could not imagine being with anyone else, and on top of that, I don't want to be with anyone else, I just want to be with my Beloved.
Now the 2nd Poem to grace my site is Entitled Suede
SUEDE
When
I look into your eyes
By body feels paralyzed
By the love I see
In your eyes so deep
Thoughts of you
Stay with me through and through
Like a Dark Rose
Whose thorn cuts in deep
Your heart and beauty
Penetrates my Reality
And the thought of life without you
Will leave me with only memories of what once was...
Copyrighted by Tosky 2003